Maybe I should take up blogging after 11PM. I'm up again with the cicadas and occasional lightening bolt, and thinking about the baby. There's really a lot I want for all of us involved, and its hard to put it all in words. I've come to this adoption with so much hope and the Lord has not disappointed.

And now, a mere 8-10 weeks from the end, I can look back and see how faithful the Lord was to carry us through. And the hardest is yet to come. He'll provide for my heart, for the finances, for the health and well being of all involved.